Rachel Nabors ([info]crowhen) wrote,
@ 2008-08-27 13:02:00
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Greyhound
I used to ride the Greyhound to get to conventions and to go on other trips. I once was on a bus going from Jacksonville, Florida, to Washington DC. It was an overnight trip, a long, grueling overnight trip. The buses always get strangely quiet when the night settles in. All you can hear is the rumbling of the engines and rush of things passing by in the darkness on the other side of the window. When you go through a city, all you'll see is lighted billboards, chain signs, and other neon emblems of corporate America.

On that trip from Florida to Washington DC, I tried to sleep. But I would often wake up long enough to see the pavement roaring past underneath us and the same signs float past. I blinked in and out like this over some eight or twelve hours, and then it dawned on me as the sun was coming up:

It's like this everywhere. It's the same signs, same pavement, same world. I can't escape it. It's the same same same. The lights go down, and the people go home, but the truckers and buses keep going. The lights come on, and every day the same dance start all over again. Get in cars, go to work, eat food, go home to bed. The same same same. It's an oiled machine that just grinds on and on. How much of this country is paved? How much land has been covered by crappy chain stores that bring us crappy food or crappy goods? Morning comes, the machine fires up, it brings profit to the ones who own it, and we blindly go about our lives as though ours was the only KFC and Walmart in the world. We feel content because we bought some thing that crawled its way up the highway into our arms or because we had a particularly satisfying meal that came from a freezer compartment on an eighteen wheeler supplying the same dinner to every other Applebee's on the eastern seaboard.

That one night on the Greyhound, when I covered all that ground between the south and north but couldn't tell one town from the next, had a very strong effect on me, although I'm not sure what effect that was.




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[info]ldragoon
2008-08-27 05:04 pm UTC (link)
WORD. Big, stinking WORD.

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Us and them...
(Anonymous)
2008-08-27 07:04 pm UTC (link)
I feel I know the answer to this one already, but in interests of being rhetorical, who is "we"? Who are they that go about their lives blindly? While I'm certain there are people who do exactly this, I'm willing to bet that there are many more than you think for whom life means more. The monotony of 9-5 life may be dull and bland. There is much more to the world than the signs and roads that surround us; the people we meet, the things we do, the places we go. You possess fine examples of all of these things. It's easy to think we are solely defined by the company we work for and our normal routine, but it simply isn't true.

~Chris

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Re: Us and them...
[info]crowhen
2008-08-27 07:14 pm UTC (link)
At the time I had these thoughts, I worked for no one. I wrote them as an outsider, looking in. The homogeneity of it, the clockwork way in which things began and ended, reminded me that no matter what we do, we're part of a sustaining human machine. What that machine aspires to, I cannot say. More humans? Knowledge? The stars?

What I saw was not organization for a greater cause, but disorganized growth for the good of individuals who few of us personally know. I dislike feeling like an unwilling cog in someone else's clock.

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Re: Us and them...
[info]jasonfranks
2008-08-28 01:00 am UTC (link)
Ah, there's nothing like as longhaul on a greyhound bus to depress the shit out of you. I've been up and down the entire easter seaboard, I think, from Orlando all the way up into Canada...


Rachel, if there's a Machine it's not a very good one. Machines are supposed to perform a function with maximum efficiency. Unless we are, indeed, being fattened up for use as batteries in the MATRIX (it's a hell of a leap of credulity to get those physics to work, but anyway) this machine is wasting more than it's producing.

Yes, you know that I am an engineer.

I'll freely admit to being a lunatic workaholic with a bugbear about wastage, but life isn't about production. People can and should be allowed to live however they want--if KFC and Walmart and Monday Night Football and makes them happy, whatever. That's how people are, they'll settle for whatever makes them comfortable. Me, I can't sit still and I love nothing better than working--and people think I'm frigging weird.

-- JF

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[info]xodin
2008-08-28 12:55 am UTC (link)
A possible theory:

It began in small groups where select individuals carried out specific tasks for the benefit of the entire group. Specialization on this level helped the group as a whole to enjoy greater chances for survival than at the level of individuals.

This small group concept formed the base model for tribes, small villages, and other communities of relative size.

As the groups expanded (villages became towns which became cities), the different tasks were given to sub-groups, while new tasks formed that were given to new specialists.

As time progressed, and greater means of communication and interaction occurred via more efficient forms of transportation and eventually messaging systems, very large groups were able to function on scales not previously feasible. However, as the systems evolved to support such large groups, the size and patterns of the sub-groups also expanded.

As things increase in scope the flaws within the systems become more apparent. Subtle discords not previously noticed were amplified.

The end effect is a very large conglomeration of many systems created or modified to support the entirety of the community which is now measured on global scales. Most single individuals are no longer specialists, but fall into sub-groups of thousands carrying out the same tasks that on the smaller scale used to be conducted by only a handful, or even one.

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A further hypothesis is that this development of civilizations is also similar to the slow evolutionary growth of organisms. As various factors impress needs upon the society, the society responds with potential means of addressing them. One can track the growth of societies based upon the events happening in the world and in their regions at any given time, just as environmental factors illicit evolutionary responses from species.

Unfortunately, if this additional theory holds true then we aren't necessarily heading towards a "better" society, but rather a more complex one that is working to keep up with the differing needs of the times.

However, evolution found a new frontier in primates when primates became more self-aware of themselves.

Perhaps in time enough people will become more self-aware of the nature of societies to provide the same level of control over them that primates did over their own evolution.

Whether this is good or not has yet to be seen.

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(Anonymous)
2008-08-28 02:21 am UTC (link)
xodin is so on the mark it's not even funny. I will even say that there are many anthropologists and economists who share similar thoughts. (My Globalization class was a good example.)

Whether or not this is a good thing is another matter entirely, as you said. I think the important thing for people to understand is that the world we live in is not the result of a conspiracy of a handful of greedy people, but by the demands we (humanity) make as a whole, be they direct or indirect. And in the case of the former, I don't think we always realize what consequences they will bring.

But however we feel about them, we must keep in mind that for everyone who wonders why we need another KFC or Walmart, there are others who use those services, as Jason points out. If we truly think there is a better way, then the onus is on use to provide a competitive alternative, rather than criticize others for simply using the options available.

~Chris

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[info]crowhen
2008-08-28 04:50 am UTC (link)
Chris, who are you and how do I know you? If you're a Chris I personally know, identify which one, as I'm afraid I'm rather overrun with Chrises.

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