Rachel Nabors ([info]crowhen) wrote,
@ 2008-08-13 19:35:00
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Teeth update: No fall color for you!
I had a $50 Sephora gift certificate. I thought, hey, why not get some Kat Von D eyeshadow? (I love the Beethoven palette for it's mod vibe and versatility.) They were sold out, but I noticed the new Urban Decay lipsticks. The manager helped me find a shade that looked fabulous, Gash, a subtle maroon. They even had a matching lip pencil!

I was very content, and then I remembered that tomorrow I am getting evaluated for braces. Lipstick + braces = bad idea. You want to keep your lips natural and attract attention to your eyes. I was a little sad to put back the pretty lipstick. I guess I'll hang onto the certificate for when they restock the eyeshadow.

(If you don't know what all the fuss and charity surrounding my teeth is about, check out the official donation page on my site to see some rather disturbing pictures of the inside of my mouth!)

I know I should be happy about knuckling down to the braces thing, but it's really scary because I don't have a job. Mom and Leigh tell me not to worry, to use the $7,600 of donations to cover the braces and stop putting it off (that jaw is still thinning, after all). But I know that the surgery will cost at least $10,000, and donations have cooled off, with last month accounting for less than $100. I worry about being able to swing through it. The braces alone are an additional $5,000. It just scares me a bit. I want to make sure I don't stop half way because, oh, I didn't have enough for the surgery. Then I will be even worse off than where I started. I just can't go about it half-cocked.

We are currently at $7,637.21 in donations for the teeth. And even though I'm sorry it's not growing as fast as it was earlier this year, I realize that the fact that it's growing at all is still stunning. I shouldn't feel down unless no one had donated anything to begin with, and for that reason, I'm still fairly positive that this can be done. The kindness of so many people is, after all, allowing me to get the braces and start this thing even though I currently have no major source of income. (Yes, I'm working on that!)

Some good news from the other side of the country!
The wonderful Barry Deutsch of Hereville (read his comics!) was kind enough to take the charity sketchbook Leigh started (back at MoCCA in New York City) all the way to the Northwest to gather the art of great comickers like Patrick Farley, Steve Lieber, Derek Kirk Kim. It just came back in the mail, and I still have to go through it and post a list of the people who have contributed. There are so many!

Leigh started the sketchbook at MoCCA, but I think the artwork from Oregon is very impressive. My mother has offered to help auction it off on eBay. The account will loop into the special PayPal account that Leigh is monitoring.

The sketchbook isn't completely full yet. What should I do with the rest of these blank pages?




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[info]mshepley
2008-08-13 11:41 pm UTC (link)
I still wish I had been at MoCCA. I'd have loved to contribute to the book.

Guess all I can do is give you monies. (It'll make me feel better about spending an obscene amount on a jacket.)

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[info]crowhen
2008-08-13 11:44 pm UTC (link)
That's right! Giving people money makes you feel better about spending it on yourself. I will remember that if I ever miraculously become rich and famous.

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[info]mshepley
2008-08-13 11:46 pm UTC (link)
My plan for after I become rich is to furnish some small country with clean water and 50 years of food so I can put a roller coaster in my house.

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[info]starplacetower
2008-08-14 12:02 am UTC (link)
Too bad about the lipstick. I a;ways hate when I get excited about something only to not be able too.

-Thorn

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[info]cebuscapucinus
2008-08-14 01:29 am UTC (link)
Don't worry too much about the lipstick. I hear they make it out of fish scales and smushed up beetles anyway ;)

Good luck on the visit tomorrow! I'm just learning about this problem with your teeth and it's awesome how many people are helping you out :) I'm optimistic that things will work out!

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[info]crowhen
2008-08-14 01:36 am UTC (link)
Thank you :) I would say most of my luck has come from people posting banners about it on their sites and working to raise awareness.

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[info]cebuscapucinus
2008-08-14 01:47 pm UTC (link)
I have some chronic health problems of my own and it's just awful when you're caught without insurance. It's enough to make me wish I lived in another country sometimes ;p

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[info]davidsfoley
2008-08-14 04:06 am UTC (link)
You could always mail it to another enclave of amazing artists, like Greensboro or . . . New York. Or take it to conventions. If you can't make it there, I'm sure someone could.

DragonCon is just around the corner; such notable webcomickers as Pete Abrams, Michael Poe, Gina Biggs, Jennie Breeden, Kittyhawk, and Bill Holbrook will be attending. (Sadly, I will not.)

You could also maybe start a facebook/myspace group to spread the word to other people who may know you through those mediums?

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[info]crowhen
2008-08-14 05:02 am UTC (link)
See my reply to Karen.

There's only so much promotion of this I feel okay doing. Most of the promotion has been done by my friends. I help when I can. I blog and make banners and send cards, but if I get too involved, it starts to feel like begging. It can feel bad to run your own charity. Don't get me wrong, the people are lovely. But it can make me feel low to ask people to give me money so my jaw won't rub away.

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[info]dragonluk
2008-08-14 04:54 am UTC (link)
You could send over to someone who's attending SPX or APE to fill out the rest of the pages for you.

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[info]crowhen
2008-08-14 04:58 am UTC (link)
No one has offered to do that, and I'm really uncomfortable with asking people to help me out on this. It's just squicky for me. If they read about this story, and they want to help, they'll offer like Leigh or Barry did. But I'm not going to force the issue with people who feel they have better things to do or don't take this seriously.

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[info]dragonluk
2008-08-14 05:02 am UTC (link)
Right, I understand. What about the idea of you filling out the rest of the sketchbook with your work?

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[info]crowhen
2008-08-14 05:03 am UTC (link)
So far, that's the plan. I thought I'd post about it here and see if anyone offered to take it to cons before doing that. Last time I started, Barry emailed and offered to get more sketches!

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[info]napoleana
2008-08-16 11:14 pm UTC (link)
If you want to wear the lipstick, don't worry about it. Everyone's so used to them, that you don't have to worry about "attracting attention" to them. Besides, even if they stare, unless you are smiling widely, the braces are hardly noticeable anyway.

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[info]crowhen
2008-08-16 11:19 pm UTC (link)
It will just make me feel self-conscious. And my jaw is really, really going to look weird after we start. New post about that coming in five, four, three, two...

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Braces
(Anonymous)
2008-08-17 02:25 am UTC (link)
as one of the few teenage girls who have braces and actually care about your "wonky mouth", I'm really excited for you. you'll see the braces straightening your teeth overnight! it's amazing. but it also hurts like a bitch. so I sincerely wish you the est of luck bearing the incessant ache and the inconvenince of flossing. tis for the absolute best! :]

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Re: Braces
[info]crowhen
2008-08-17 02:35 am UTC (link)
Thanks :) I know it will be hell. According to the ortho, my mouth will actually seem worse for the year before surgery, as they yank my wonky teeth out of their comfort zone and back where they belong.


He said I might not recognize myself in the mirror :(

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